Ok...and the moment that we've all been waiting for. Yes, even the people who are attending my blog anonymously. This is for you too! Because I love everyone like that (subject to change).
I am now working on my next big poem. If you have grew to know and love my style of writing, you would kind of get the message that most of my poetry is either dark, or weird. Well, this one is under the category of weird. But that's only if I had to pick one of the two.
Ok, check... a little bit about this poem. Well, it's from the viewpoint of a lady and it will have at least one twist in it. Right now it does because I'm halfway finished. But it will be cool.
There will be a lot of poetry theaters this year, so I have to get ready and keep dishing out those hits for you guys.
But anyway, I will write another blog giving more specific details on when the release date will be. So stay tuned.
-Amoureaux baby!
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
DEPARTURE
Sometimes it's hard to be yourself sometimes. I know in the last blog, I said to be yourself, but there is always room to read further. Now, maybe this could just be me, but it's hard to just be yourself sometimes. The reason is...because of the judgment that others will give. Horrible place. If people had a choice, no one would live in this world. We would all pick the world that has a big smile tatted on the clouds when looking from space. Maybe that's why the world looks blue from space. Maybe that's why water takes up most of this world...because we are sad more than we are happy. Do you feel my heart right now?
Well, this is a poem to describe what every mind contains, including mine. But it just so happens that mine was put into words.
Well, this is a poem to describe what every mind contains, including mine. But it just so happens that mine was put into words.
“Departure”
I don’t care no more
I’m tired and ready to die,
The end is near
And life’s a lie.
One fourth of my years
And nothing good ever came,
My life story’s a wreck
And so far, nothing has changed.
It’s still the same,
Even the color of autumn leaves
They still fall to grey grounds
From the sadness of trees.
That’s what my mind contains
Only memories of pain,
To clearly see what is lost
And never nothing that’s gained.
So I’m holding my bags
With no name on the tags
The train comes in slow,
Every dream is a drag.
Nothing ever goes right
When everything goes wrong,
Wishes are only hopes
Of how life should belong.
A heart a size too small
With thoughts that go on forever,
Suicide is a quick ride
And will make you feel better.
I’m not too far from it
To take a lever and gun it
That’s what a friend once did
And yes, he died from it.
Here comes the train
The last passenger as usual,
No hopes for what comes,
My rule of both thumbs.
If you have something you love
You might not kill yourself,
But I’m sure it will be a thought
If you lose something you love.
Why am I using that word
The word of the afterlife
Is it the place that I head
Before the end of the night.
I stop my thoughts
As I get on the train,
And I’m watched by eyes
Knowing I hate to be watched.
The last seat on the left
Yeah, nothing goes right
Especially when discussing
Any part of my life.
Many people outside the window
Waving to friends and family
And that’s when I cry,
It seems they all abandoned me.
If no one knows me
Does it mean that I’m dead?
But when I die, I become famous
It seems as if everyone does.
My mind is so jumbled
The train begins to move,
If I die on this train
What will the world lose?
If I keep up these thoughts
It will lose these passengers
And their loved ones will cry
All the days that I did.
That’s why my heart is so small
It’s at a loss of water
No mother, no father
Is when my days got harder.
But I feel if I kill
It will bring shame to my name
So if no one knows me
Then there’s no one to blame.
So I reach in my case
With sadness for taste
Then I move from my seat
To relocate.
At the front of the train
My eyes now on them,
I pull out my gun
And shoot out all the lights.
The train now dim
As many scream in fear
Now they feel what I feel
Because I’m scared of myself.
One shot left
And I’m thinking of death,
So I shoot that last shot
And maybe I’ll die famous.
*im not gonna commit suicide, so i dont wanna see no kind of police at my house in the morning*
peace, love, happiness
if you can grab all three of these words without the commas, then you have reached true happiness.
Amoureaux*
Monday, March 9, 2009
HALLA - DAYS
Check it.....be somebody....because you can....simple!
MOVING ON....
My next topic today/night is also simple. but this is the most important thing that you will hear this week. IF YOU'RE NOT DREAM-LIVING....THEN YOUR DREAM'S WRONG! Now I'm not gon lie, I heard it somewhere and I believe it's my job to let someone else hear it here because I like it that much.
A lot of people walk the earth like mummies. They are all wrapped up in what i call "conclusion." Their lives are already made and they want to stick to the stereotype. Two thumbs down. As a matter of fact, squeeze your toes together so they'll point down too!
But real talk...if you just BE YOURSELF and NOT ANYONE ELSE, then YOU WILL AUTOMATICALLY BE CREATIVE. and you know why, because being creative(in my own words) is being unique in your own way. It's when people stop to smell YOUR roses. If people are not noticing you for you, then you are MODELED AFTER SOMEONE ELSE!!
for example: all of the music artists who are one hit wonders are the ones who are trying to be like all of the creative artists who are still in the game. But the key to being creative is being yourself. Everyone is automatically different from the next person, so with that said, if you just be the person you were born as, then you will most likely do something that no one else has seen before. Think about it-
But back to the dream-living though...if you can do that first part that I was just talking about, then you are on your way. That was the first step. Then after that, you're on your own, lol. just kidding. you know, joke around sometimes(only at the right moments) and make life happy. But....But....remember this....if you are trying to get discovered or get rich....it WONT happen when you plan for it. So that's why I say joke around. Just enjoy life while it is around and spend money on the things that make you happy and not on the things that will kill you.
See ya on the the next blog
Amoureaux-
p.s. if I have any typos, sorry. I don't read over anything I write except my poetry and I only do that only once.
MOVING ON....
My next topic today/night is also simple. but this is the most important thing that you will hear this week. IF YOU'RE NOT DREAM-LIVING....THEN YOUR DREAM'S WRONG! Now I'm not gon lie, I heard it somewhere and I believe it's my job to let someone else hear it here because I like it that much.
A lot of people walk the earth like mummies. They are all wrapped up in what i call "conclusion." Their lives are already made and they want to stick to the stereotype. Two thumbs down. As a matter of fact, squeeze your toes together so they'll point down too!
But real talk...if you just BE YOURSELF and NOT ANYONE ELSE, then YOU WILL AUTOMATICALLY BE CREATIVE. and you know why, because being creative(in my own words) is being unique in your own way. It's when people stop to smell YOUR roses. If people are not noticing you for you, then you are MODELED AFTER SOMEONE ELSE!!
for example: all of the music artists who are one hit wonders are the ones who are trying to be like all of the creative artists who are still in the game. But the key to being creative is being yourself. Everyone is automatically different from the next person, so with that said, if you just be the person you were born as, then you will most likely do something that no one else has seen before. Think about it-
But back to the dream-living though...if you can do that first part that I was just talking about, then you are on your way. That was the first step. Then after that, you're on your own, lol. just kidding. you know, joke around sometimes(only at the right moments) and make life happy. But....But....remember this....if you are trying to get discovered or get rich....it WONT happen when you plan for it. So that's why I say joke around. Just enjoy life while it is around and spend money on the things that make you happy and not on the things that will kill you.
See ya on the the next blog
Amoureaux-
p.s. if I have any typos, sorry. I don't read over anything I write except my poetry and I only do that only once.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
AND I THOUGHT....
The first blog of my personal career. I feel kinda special..or maybe it's just the honeysuckle candles that I have burning around my room. Puts the mind in the mood for some odd reason. Aroma Therapy...really works.
My day has been sucky in an absolute total way. I'm suppose to be buying something online that costs $300 right..well I went to one of my banks to add some money so that I could have $300 in the bank today. So Im driving up to the bank and it's only a few cars there. And there it was.... [CLOSED] written on what looked like a huge white poster board in the window. Actually it was two huge white poster boards in the window just in case i didn't see the first one. They got me!
I said DAMN...with the windows rolled up!
It always happens when you need to get something. So I drive around back and ask the woman who was walking out happily if they were still open. She said, "no baby, we close at 12 on wednesdays." It was now 12:46. "Ok, thank you"
It goes to show that banks are becoming unreliable these days in more than one aspect. True story. But if you know me, I always have a backup plan...and I put it in action...
PLAN B
I went to the atm and withdrawed enough money to add to the money in my pocket which in all equal $300. Went to walmart baby and got one of those little visa cards that you can put money on. It cost $3.00 so I put exactly $300 on that sucker and went on with my life.
Back at home, my internet started acting crazy which made me start to get a little crazy along wit it. Went to sleep, woke up, and voila....it worked! So I went to the website where I could buy my product and it said the card was.......declined. insufficient funds. [what the hell!]
I called walmart customer support and I got a spanish woman who was not that fluent in english. She told me that the reason it declined is because i had $300 on the card....but what I was purchasing cost a total of $300.20
What a beautiful day........
My day has been sucky in an absolute total way. I'm suppose to be buying something online that costs $300 right..well I went to one of my banks to add some money so that I could have $300 in the bank today. So Im driving up to the bank and it's only a few cars there. And there it was.... [CLOSED] written on what looked like a huge white poster board in the window. Actually it was two huge white poster boards in the window just in case i didn't see the first one. They got me!
I said DAMN...with the windows rolled up!
It always happens when you need to get something. So I drive around back and ask the woman who was walking out happily if they were still open. She said, "no baby, we close at 12 on wednesdays." It was now 12:46. "Ok, thank you"
It goes to show that banks are becoming unreliable these days in more than one aspect. True story. But if you know me, I always have a backup plan...and I put it in action...
PLAN B
I went to the atm and withdrawed enough money to add to the money in my pocket which in all equal $300. Went to walmart baby and got one of those little visa cards that you can put money on. It cost $3.00 so I put exactly $300 on that sucker and went on with my life.
Back at home, my internet started acting crazy which made me start to get a little crazy along wit it. Went to sleep, woke up, and voila....it worked! So I went to the website where I could buy my product and it said the card was.......declined. insufficient funds. [what the hell!]
I called walmart customer support and I got a spanish woman who was not that fluent in english. She told me that the reason it declined is because i had $300 on the card....but what I was purchasing cost a total of $300.20
What a beautiful day........
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